The story of JiJi and Pizza

说好的幸福呢

song sang for you...takes a while to load..




为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

i still visited this blog..a story which you have started
there were no posts by you as usual

you used to chat with me warmly, we used to go on and on...spontaneously.
today, i watched you come online and go offline on msn but didn't bothered u
i can't talk to a guy who cheated on me and doesn't trust me at all
avoided all my questions..saying that this makes you distant yourself
saying all the memories meant nothing to u
what can i say to u?
are you still finding an answer for me? and a ton load of questions left unanswered
will u really come find me with an answer?

have u ever fulfilled anything which you promised to me?

u cheated on me, u avoided and didn't give me any answers
my fren tricked u, and u questioned me like i was a convict.

u owed her sth just bcos i called the girl u still love right now to look for u.
can i say tt u owe me everything, including all the love u gave to her?
For that, you're threatening me to change your hp number...it hurts me like hell...

i really didn't do anything to trick or hurt u. and i've explained and proven myself. there's nth i can do for you anymore. i already dealt with the matter. it's already over.

if i begged for you to believe me, will you?
if something hurts me damn badly, did you still do it with her?

i am so hurt, thought i could just vanish into vapour, like in the sad fantasy stories

all the waiting for i have for you
longing for those days to be back

u could never see me
u could never feel anything i feel

i don't think you will ever see this anyway..i don't think you will ever hear the song i sang for you...

i'm really glad i don't have much time left in this world... don't have much path left to walk alone...

posted by pizzza @ 2:20 PM