The story of JiJi and Pizza

compilation of hurt

u are the one who didn't make sense right from the beginning

"i realise i have feelings for you. i still love you. i know i've been bad to you by not answering your calls. i'm serious about trying again with you"
cried with me witnessing mocha's death.
"i am going to chalet" on friday evening
"with zhiwei"
"personal reasons"
"i am not at a chalet. i lied. i need to get over our past to walk with you. i need to gather strength"
"i promise i will make it up to you"

not excited to see me on our first outing during recess week. had kfc. walked around. u were acting unnatural. damn pissed over monopoly deal until the little boys looked at us. hot and cold on the train. can't decide hot or cold. black face.

"there is nothing! dig until you're satisfied then come and find me" deny deny and deny

"i lost control of my feelings"
"i know it's wrong of me to cross the line"
"i'm sorry"
"i know it's wrong and i rejected the soup"
"it was all on the communicator. we didn't do anything"
"there is nothing"
"i have let her out of my heart"
"we decided to be friends after discussion"
"it happened long ago. there's nothing now"


"let's start afresh"
"you just can't let go" <<< wth?
"you're not thinking straight"
"i have stopped contacting her, what more do you want?!"
"i have chosen you"
"i have no feelings for her"
"i have no feelings for her"
"i have no feelings for her"
"i love you for sure"
"i have no feelings for her"
"i'm walking with you because i love you"
"i'm very sure it's not because of other reasons"
"i'm still here"
"i'm walking with you as your bf"
"i went clarke quay to buy sweets for you"
"let's go drink gong cha"
"let's go dakota eat"
"let's eat katong laksa and fly kite at ecp"
"are you free in the evening. my ama's birthday"


"i have stopped contacting her"
"i never contact her anymore"
"there is really nothing"
"we never do anything. it's all on the communicator"
"revenge is useless"
"just let me heal you slowly"
"my hp was out of batt"
"if i hung up ur first call how i answer ur second call"
"i was taking buses and stoning"
"i never even talk to her, how i know she got go the dinner"
"it's damn weird if i leave now"
"i left already, are u happy now?"

"tmr we meet 12pm at serangoon? or you want to meet in amk"
"WHAT DO YOU WANT" stop cheating on me really
"tell me what u want" like i said, stop cheating on me, stop contacting her.
"do u want me to call police to make a report now?" ...
"all you do is cry, why don't u just go home and cry"
"you really don't understand how humans work" can i return this to u
"why don't we make this deal instead. u stop talking abt her and i stop going out with her"
"yesyesyes everything including intern outings/michelyn birthday celebration/anything"

"tell me who told u all these"
"tell me who told u all these"
"tell me who told u all these"
"tell me who told u all these"
"don't come and fuck with me if this is just a nightmare i tell u"
"you don't tell me who then we have nothing more to say"
i already asked if u want me to let you go for her on the phone.
"you can hear from my voice that i'm not lying. my heart is really aching."
"i promise. i will think over it. i will stop contacting everyone and come and find you with an answer"

"how many times u want me to repeat? me and her are impossible"
"me and her is none of ur business"
"you're not making any sense"

posted by pizzza @ 1:56 AM